Have you ever found yourself wondering…

"Why is my body doing this?"

Maybe your periods are irregular.

Maybe you've lost your cycle altogether.

Maybe you're actively trying to conceive and feeling frustrated, discouraged, or even a little heartbroken.

Or maybe you're not thinking about pregnancy at all, but you're constantly battling food rules, body image struggles, and anxiety around eating—and you've started to wonder if all that stress might be affecting your hormones too.

Friend, if that's you, pull up a chair and grab your coffee (or tea, no judgment here).

Because this conversation matters.

Recently on the Faith-Filled Food Freedom podcast, I sat down with hormone and fertility coach Bekah Yawn to talk about the connection between hormone health, fertility, nutrition, and faith. And whew. This conversation was packed with wisdom.

What I love most is that we didn't just talk about hormones.

We talked about the heart.

Because while nutrition absolutely matters, true ...

Have you ever caught yourself thinking:

"Once I lose the weight, I'll finally feel confident."

"When I fit back into those jeans, then I'll be ready to put myself out there."

"If I could just fix my body, everything else would feel easier."

Friend, if you've ever had thoughts like these, you're in good company.

In fact, many of the Christian women I work with spend hours each day thinking about their bodies.

• They analyze photos.
• Critique their reflection.
• Wonder what everyone else sees when they walk into a room.
• They convince themselves that confidence, happiness, and even God's calling on their lives are waiting on the other side of a smaller body.

But what if that's not true?

What if the body image struggles you're facing aren't actually about your body at all?

What if the real issue is what you've come to believe about yourself?

In a recent episode of the Faith-Filled Food Freedom Podcast, I sat down with Brandice Lardner of Grace Filled Plate to discuss the con...

Ever feel like your brain has turned into a nonstop commentary track about food, weight, exercise, and whether your jeans fit “right” today?

Yep. Same.

Well… maybe not same exactly, but friend, if you’re here reading this, I’m guessing you know what it feels like to spend way too much mental energy obsessing over your body, questioning your food choices, or wondering if you’ll ever feel peaceful around food again.

And honestly? Oy vey. It’s exhausting.

One minute you’re trying to “be healthy,” and the next minute you’re spiraling because you ate dessert after dinner and skipped your workout because your kid woke up with a fever at 2 a.m. Glamorous, right?

If you’ve been craving resources that actually help you pursue food freedom and body image healing through a Christ-centered lens — not just more worldly self-love mantras or diet culture disguised as “wellness” — then friend, you are in the right place.

On a recent episode of the Faith-Filled Food Freedom Podcast, I shared 1...

If I’m honest with you, one of the biggest fears I hear women talk about in my office isn’t actually about food.

It’s about what might happen if they stop controlling it.

What if I gain weight?
What if my body changes?
What if I let go of tracking calories and I spiral out of control?
What if I can’t maintain the body I worked so hard for?

Friend, if those thoughts have ever run through your mind while standing in front of the mirror, pulling at your jeans, or mentally calculating what you ate that day… you are absolutely not alone.

And can I gently tell you something that may completely shift the way you think about this?

Your fear of weight gain is almost never actually about the weight.

Whew. I know. That one lands deep.

Because for most women, the fear underneath the fear sounds more like:

• “If I gain weight, people won’t accept me.”
• “If my body changes, I’ve failed.”
• “If I can’t maintain this size, then I must not be disciplined enough.”
• “If I let go of control, eve
...

Ever feel like your brain has 47 tabs open… and somewhere in the background, one of them is playing emotional damage on full volume? 🫠

You’re unloading the dishwasher, packing lunches, answering work emails, trying to remember if you switched the laundry over… and meanwhile your brain is over here like:

• “You really shouldn’t have eaten that.”
• “You need to get back on track Monday.”
• “Why can’t you just have more self-control?”
• “Did you see how your stomach looked in that mirror earlier?”

Whaaaat?! Exhausting.

And if you’ve ever sat there wondering, “Why can’t I just stop thinking about food and my body all the time?” — friend, you are not crazy. You are not weak. And you are definitely not the only Christian woman struggling with this.

In fact, one of the biggest lies I see women believing is that if they just had more willpower or more discipline or were a “better Christian,” they’d finally be able to “take every thought captive” and move on with their lives.

But food f...

If the phrase “strength training” immediately makes you picture a sweaty warehouse gym full of grunting gym bros slamming barbells while you awkwardly clutch your little 5-pound dumbbells in the corner… friend, you are not alone. 😅

For so many Christian women I work with, the idea of strength training feels tangled up in fear.

Fear of getting bulky.
Fear of doing it wrong.
Fear of injury.
Fear of becoming obsessive again.
Fear of walking back into the same toxic “change your body at all costs” mentality they’ve worked so hard to break free from.

And honestly? That fear makes sense.

Especially if you’ve spent years trapped in diet culture believing exercise was primarily about shrinking yourself, earning your food, burning calories, or “fixing” your body.

But here’s the truth I want you to hear today:

Strength training does not have to become another form of body obsession.

In fact, when approached from a Christ-centered, freedom-focused perspective, strength training can actu...

You know the moment.

You stand in the pantry after dinner telling yourself you’re “just going to grab one little thing.” And then suddenly you’re elbow-deep in the snack drawer eating handfuls of crackers, a couple cookies, maybe finishing your kids’ goldfish because well…they were already open anyway.

And afterward?

• Cue the guilt
• Cue the shame spiral
• Cue the promises to “be better tomorrow.”

So the next morning, you skip breakfast to “make up for it.”
Maybe you drink coffee instead of eating lunch.
Maybe you try to “be good” all day long.

And then nighttime rolls around again and…Whaaaat?! It happens all over again

Friend, let me tell you something lovingly

You may not actually have an overeating problem

You may have a restriction problem

Oy vey. I know. That truth can feel wildly uncomfortable to hear in a culture that constantly tells women the answer is more control, more discipline, and less food. But if you’ve been stuck in a cycle of restricting all day and ove...

Lauren sat across from me with tears in her eyes and said something I’ve heard in different versions more times than I can count:

“I know I’m healthier now. I know this is better. But I still miss my old body.”

And then, almost immediately, she apologized.

Because that’s what so many Christian women do when grief touches their body. They apologize for it. They explain it away. They try to make it sound more “spiritual,” more grateful, more acceptable, less messy.

Lauren had been doing hard, holy, brave work in her recovery from disordered eating. She was eating more consistently. She was no longer organizing her entire life around the size of her body. Her thoughts around food were quieter. Her energy was better. Her relationships were less strained. Her body was more stable.

And yet, there was still grief.

Not because she wanted to go back to the behaviors that had harmed her. Not because she didn’t trust God. Not because she was vain, shallow, ungrateful, or “just struggling wi...

There's a particular kind of exhaustion that happens when you love Jesus, want to honor God with your body, and still feel like your reflection has the power to hijack your entire Tuesday.

You can be packing lunches, folding tiny socks, trying to drink your coffee before it goes cold for the third time, and suddenly catch a glimpse of yourself in the hallway mirror.

And there it is.

The thought.

I’ve ruined my body.

Not “I’m having a hard day.”
Not “My body has changed.”
Not “Maybe I need support.”

Just the full-on courtroom verdict, delivered by your inner critic in her little black robe: Guilty. Damaged. Too far gone.

One of my clients, Vicki, knew that thought well.

Before she stepped into food freedom work, she had spent years cycling through diets, weight loss challenges, food rules, and body shame. She wasn’t lazy. She wasn’t careless. She wasn’t “undisciplined.”

She was tired.

Tired of being afraid of sugar.
Tired of feeling like her body was the enemy.
Tired of wonder...